IT'S OFFICIAL - I'M OLD!

First, this past weekend son #2 graduated woo hoo!! Three down, one to go!! (I thought about my parents and all of my brothers and sisters and me.. When they had 3 down they had 4 more to go! Scary! Lol!) Son #2 opted for a chartered boat for himself and a few friends once we get moved north rather than a graduation party. I was all for that! Holy smokes! He has no idea how much easier and less stressful he has made my life! =)

Okay, so I'm old. I received my Medicare card in the mail last week and tonight whilst playing Scrabble online my opponent who introduced himself as Marco, started out by asking my name - not something I give out in chat windows of any online site. - Then he wanted to know my age, etc., etc. Then he asked me if I liked playing "dirty" games online. Click. I closed the game window.

Dirty games online? What the heck is that??? It's official... I'm old. - And FYI, I'm okay with that.

AAAAHHHH CCHHHOOO!

I sneeze and from a galaxy far, far away I hear... "Gah Bless You MiMi."

I say, "Thank you Seth."

And then I hear the pitter patter of his little feet running down the hall and into my lap he jumps and gives me a great big hug! "I blessed you in my room MiMi."

And "Someone" else blessed me the day this little boy was born..

Monday Morn

This is what my weekend looked like. This is what the entire month of June may end up looking like! Good Lord a person can accumulate a bunch of stuff! I thought I would have a yard sale when all was said and done but I've decided I'm just going to donate to "goodwill" that which can be recycled and toss the rest into the "hopper." The end.

I am still not at ease moving away from my grandsons, I'm trying but it's not getting any easier. I feel somewhat selfish making this move because it is for me and me alone. Granted, I am bringing my boys along, only one of which has to go (he's 15 yrs. old), the other two have decided to come along on their own but this move is simply to make my life easier, less stressful. I need a place of peace, a slower pace so that I can tap into all of the energy necessary to beat this cancer - again. It almost killed me the last go 'round and I have to be on my toes. I know this. In the meantime I have children and grandchildren to think of and I suppose what upsets me the most is the fact that I feel like for the first time in their lives I'm putting myself before my children but I'm not really, that wasn't my intent. I just have to get better so I can continue tending to them, being with them.. I hope one day they understand.